first post on the new blog. my last one lasted around two years. i wonder how long this one will go on. i'm going to be alot more personal this time around. alot of things have changed in my life and i just feel that this is a great outlet for thoughts. i just enjoy writing. i've been drinking the beer. my old blog is www.ibreathefire.blogspot.com. i don't think the archives work. my email is amlee@hotmail.com. i am done for now. what does "usurper" mean and why can't I get it out of my head? maybe it has something to do with all the Emperor I've been listening to...